Evergreen
When I was homeless, I ceased to believe in poverty. My headrest a shale of old bones, stone laceworks my boudoir, evergreen wine bottles and smatterings of newspaper my chamber walls. My mind was a trash of elements. A waste, perhaps, of DNA strands as long as a wingspan, but even vipers have it. Then—the [...]
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We Belong To Non-English
She pours the salt on the tomato slice. I am salt and tomato. I am spilling seeds. I am knife. I want to be everything that enters her mouth. “I’m pretty straight.” Slice. If the tomato were a finger, it would be bleeding my signature. Instead, it is black. I cannot eat it. I am [...]
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2 Poems
This Land Every night the jackals come to the prickly undergrowth beneath this porch, pulled open from Mount Carmel like a drawer with an unmatched sock. Their cry is mournful, hopeless, a wolf howl more like weeping. I lean across the rail to see them, but they are not for seeing. Only a gleaming eye, [...]
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All Indians Are Magical
they can tell time by looking at the sun they can hear the buffalo running two hundred miles away even if they live in Chicago or Minneapolis or Farmington they can heal your broken leg with a wey-ya hey-ya chant if there’s no doctor at IHS because the funding for the year ran out they [...]
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A Thing In Motion
An inch and a half from my jaw line I first felt the pain. Like someone had pressed the back of an earring into my skin over and over. When I started to feel it on the other side, that’s when the vague worry grew into a concern. It wasn’t my concern, but I knew [...]
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On Beauty
1. The frame is not big enough. The camera cannot capture desire. The light is not enough to slow Sabrina’s hands as she fingers the beads on her dress. The aperture is not wide enough to speed up the shutter or narrow the depth of field. Still, this is but a fraction of a [...]
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Goldfish Obituaries
My goldfish, two of them, died last week. These two, glittering, golden life-forms, John Fitzgerald ‘Jack’ and Kilgore Trout, are gone. I’m not particularly sad. They were only goldfish; but for some reason I’ve been trying to not think about them since they passed. I woke up that morning, shaking off a hangover headache and [...]
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The whole unprecious
It’s almost fluorescent, the purple inside. A fistful of follicles, ten thousand between palm and skin. When did I know my body well? It’s gorgeous, the almost wet, the always-shine of it. I can count folds with a makeup mirror. I can make a phallus of fingers to clench around, but that’s not the point [...]
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2 Poems
This is Not a Decode this is about our relational differences, it’s about the curls in my hair, the darkness of my thighs. So I’m split a thousand ways, binaries of opposition, reduce me to body parts, but the width of my cheekbones can be deceptive. I am going unsignified today (lbr, it’s not that [...]
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Cousin Dives Has More, This Time In Her Bowels
And before it was her ovaries. And before it was her breasts. When she saw my tattooed arms they reminded her of surgery, of the nipples they created: gathering skin around the egg of her new breast, the color they buzzed needlewise. Why do I need nipples? she asked me while I cut carrots into [...]
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seshat
to begin, she blinds herself of memory & suddenly his hands are a deer born in the dark she paws him his brag of dust his slate & husk her tender gorse mist of stonewound rain married to musk all the orchards baubled with antlers, damsons, foxholes remember his girl, remember her legs cocked like [...]
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Two Poems
West Texas Miles drip slowly, condensation gathering on glasses of sweet tea Blurring endless country sprawl, the occasional hill to career down. Speed as fast as you like, you can’t shorten a 700-mile stretch–– Humid nightfall in your dry eyelids, forcing an admission of defeat, So dark you can’t see straight, never mind the aching. [...]
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